I'm finishing school, getting a job really soon, and writing a book really soon. This time I really mean it. I need to find a way to make about $15,000. I have one other way to make the money, but I can't say it right now. I figure the job will help me get some of the money, and get me going. I can use my extra time in school to read and write. I will write a book that’s about 100 or so pages (and I can write 10 pages in about an hour). Throughout the book I will have little excerpts of writings I have lying around my house. These will go along with the book and help explain stuff. I might as well use all the little scraps of writing because otherwise they'll just sit there. Once I finish the main parts of the book, with the added stuff thrown in, I will put a bunch of old short stories at the end. I have about 10 book ideas but I will probably just start something new (or use those book ideas as new short stories). So really, I think I’m going to do it this time.

P.S. Sorry that this sounds retarded and choppy, I hate writing on the computer, and I've already taken my sleeping pills to go to sleep.

P.P.S. Fuck depression. It comes and goes.